Britney Spears: I will be honest with you, I haven’t been back to court in a long time because I don’t think I was heard on any level when I came to court the last time.
My management said if I don’t do this tour, I will have to find an attorney and by contract my own management could sue me if I didn’t follow through with the tour.
I was basically directing most of the show with my whereabouts, where I preferred to rehearse and actually did most of the choreography, meaning I taught my dancers my new choreography myself.
After that, my management, my dancers and my assistant of the new people that were supposed to do the new show all went into a room, shut the door and didn’t come out for at least forty five minutes.
There was a week period where they — they were nice to me and they said, “I don’t want to do —” And I told them, “I don’t want to do the —” They wait, no — They were nice to me.
I feel like they’re going to come back and be mean to me or punish me or something.” Three days later, after I said no to Vegas, my therapist sat me down in a room and said he had a million phone calls about how I was not cooperating in rehearsals and I haven’t been taking my medication.
And my dad only — he acted like he didn’t know that I was told I had to be tested over the Christmas holidays before they sent me away when my kids went home to Louisiana.
I was told — I had to then after I got a phone call from my dad saying after I did the psych test with this lady, basically saying I had failed the test or whatever- whatever.
If I didn’t do any of my meetings and work from eight to six at night — which is ten hours a day, seven days a week, no days off — I wouldn’t be able to see my kids or my boyfriend.
So perfect when he works me so hard, when I do everything I’m told, and the state of California allowed my ignorant father to take his own daughter, who only has a role with me if I work with him.
They also threatened me and said if I don’t go, then I have to go to court and it will be more embarrassing me if the judge publicly makes you go, “The evidence we have, you have to go.” I was advised for my image.
How come they always made me go? How come I was always threatened by my dad and anybody that persisted in this conservatorship? If I don’t do this, what they tell me- enslave me to do, they’re going to punish me.
I don’t feel like I should even be in a room with anyone to offend me by trying to question my capacity of intelligence, whether I need to be in this stupid conservatorship or not.
Again, it makes no sense whatsoever for the state of California to sit back and literally watch me with their own two eyes, make a living for so many people and pay so many people — trucks and buses on tour on the road with me — and be told I’m not good enough.
I also would like to be able to share my story with the world and what they did to me instead of it being a hush hush secret to benefit all of them.
I told my — I know my lawyer Sam has been very scared for me to go forward because he’s saying if I speak up, I’m being overworked in that facility, that rehab place that the rehab place will see me.
I’ve done a lot of research, ma’am, and there is a lot of judges who do end conservatorships for people without them having to be evaluated all the time.
I don’t like being told I have to, no matter what, even if I’m sick, Jodi, the conservator says I have to see my Coach Ken even when I’m sick.
And the clever set up of being in what’s like, one of the most exposed places in Westlake, which today — yesterday paparazzi showed me coming out of the place, literally crying in there.
I have trapped phobias being in small rooms because the trauma locked me up for four months in that place is not OK for them to send me — Sorry, I’m going fast — to that small room like that twice a week with another new therapist I pay that I never even approved.
The whole conservatorship from the beginning — once — the conservatorship — the conservatorship from the beginning, once you see someone, whoever it is in the conservatorship, making money, making them money and myself money and working, that whole- that whole statement right there, the conservatorship should end.
Every morning I get up to know, I can’t go on somewhere unless I meet people I don’t know every week in an office identical to the one where the therapist was very abusive to me.
I’m not willing to go to Westlake and be embarrassed by all these paparazzi, these scummy paparazzi laughing at my faces while I’m crying, coming out and taking my pictures as all these white, nice dinners where people drinking wine at restaurants, watching me from these places.
And if I don’t want to be evaluated, to be sat in a room with people for hours a day like they did me before, and they made it even worse for me after that happened.
I do know common sense and the method that things can end, it — For people, it has ended without them being evaluated.
I did AA for two years, I have like, you know — I did three meetings a week and met a bunch of women there.
But this so-called team won’t let me go to the doctor to take it out because they they don’t want me to have children — any more children.
But I — I wish I could stay with you on the phone forever, because when I get off the phone with you, all of a sudden all I hear — I hear all these no’s.